wish to assimilate into world of buddhas as soon as possible.

JUNE 6TH, 2011.

WISH TO REACH NIRVANA ONE DAY. I AM TIRED OF BEING ANYTHING OR ANYONE THAT COULD NOT LAST LONG..I RATHER BECOME AN ARHAT AND REACH NIRVANA SO THAT I WILL END ALL SUFFERINGS.

I HOPE I COULD BECOME AN ARHAT THIS LIFE OR NEXT IF POSSIBLE.

I DON'T WANNA GO TO HELL NOR HEAVEN FOR AFTER ALL, YOU STILL HAVE TO BE IN THOSE SIX CHANNELS...NOTHING GOOD NOR BAD LAST FOREVER BUT I SIMPLY AM TIRED OF MOVING AROUND..I HAVE NO INTENTION OF BECOMING A BUDDHA YET BUT I WISH TO LEAVE THE SIX CHANNELS...NO MORE LIFE AND DEATH FOR ME..NO HEAVEN NOR HELL..

JUST NIRVANA...I CAN CHOOSE TO OR NOT TO HELP OTHERS AFTER REACHING NIRVANA MYSELF.

I PRAY FOR OTHERS AND GIVE OTHERS ALL MY BLESSINGS...

PRAY FOR THE WORLD FIRST THEN YOUR FAMILY..AND THE WORLD WILL RETURN THE FAVOR BUT I RATHER NOT RECEIVE THOSE BLESSINGS FOR I MIGHT HAVE TO COME BACK TO ENJOY THOSE BLESSINGS..I CHOOSE NOT TO COME BACK...LET ME REACH NIRVANA...HELP ME BUDDHAS!!!